I talked to a friend that now living in Canada just a few weeks ago. He recently talked to me how lucky he is having his girlfriend. There is a envious feeling when I heard the word "lucky". I ask myself, Am I lucky too? I ask that question because having my two beautiful princess feels like I am the luckiest person in the world but there is a "BUT" word always popping out my mind, because for me luckiest means, you are totally happy on what you have in life.
Yes, I have my princesses but my husband, i don't know if I can still feel the word lucky. We always argue in simple things, it annoys me when talk about things about my past and more blah blah, it goes to my nerves when he talk about nonsense things..grrr! He even talk about filing a divorce. I don't know what to do just to make him happy and contented with our marriage but all I do is give my love to him but in the end still no return. I don't feel appreciated being his wife. I always feel the loneliness with him, when this gonna end?...What a life.
Here are some talks he (friend) shared with me:
>>alam mo madami tao.. masaya namn dapat kung iisipin mo.. talagang sila n din ang may prob sa sarili nila
>>usually pag may nagrereklamo it means may karekla-reklamo din naman pero hindi din naman sa lahat ng oras ganun
>>like you need balance and you need to weigh things just right.. people make mistakes and everyone does..it's also a matter of giving understanding when needed not when wanted
>>you see. there's this certain conflict between need and want but hey?... need and want compliments each... sometimes you need to do the things that you NEED for an individual to gain something they want
>>life is not a battle of skills..it's a battle of willsI'm inspired in his word in writing this post and it make me think many things about my life.
Labels: Stalked Ms. Fink Life
L.O.V.E.
by Ms. Confuse at 1:51 PM |
I talked to a friend that now living in Canada just a few weeks ago. He recently talked to me how lucky he is having his girlfriend. There is a envious feeling when I heard the word "lucky". I ask myself, Am I lucky too? I ask that question because having my two beautiful princess feels like I am the luckiest person in the world but there is a "BUT" word always popping out my mind, because for me luckiest means, you are totally happy on what you have in life.
Lovable to those who love her.
